Screaming

I am screaming in my head.
I'm not as angry or have angst as much as I have had in the past this time of year.
I am very restless. It could be that I just need to go run or something.
I find that I am doing way too many things at once. And its with homework where I just have so many things, that I am trying to do it and keep up and I cannot just pick one subject and do it. I do part of it and then I do part of something else and then I read something for church and then do some other homework. Its never ending. One project will end here in a month whether I like it or not, and I think I need to get working on that more. Its not easy at all. It is very time consuming. I have too many classes. Or it is that I am working while going to school something I have not done until April of last year. It is good that I am not going to Mexico this April, even though I would love too.
I've lost my running shoes. I don't know where I have placed them.
I have another pair I could use. I have been swimming. That has been good, but I don't really like being wet...like in the water is fine, but after getting out and getting to the point of fully dry... Yes I'm strange.
I get to go to Kenya in May on a mission trip. That I have not fully comprehended.
I am going to HATE my fall 2011/spring 2012 schedules. Hate.
It is going to be really lame.

I am restless.
I find peace in Christ.
He helps me get done what I need.
He is my strength and portion forever.
I do what I do for the love of my Lord Jesus, My Savior.