I'd rather forget and not slow down.

It is this life in this world.

It is not easy.

I know this feeling.

This feeling of failure and wanting to rewind and change things.

But then I remember a few things and it helps ...

One is that song where it goes,

"Whatever You're doing inside of me

It feels like chaos but somehow there's peace

It's hard to surrender to what I can't see

but I'm giving in to something Heavenly"

And another...

"I don’t have time to maintain these regrets,

When I think about, the way… That He loves us"

I haven't blogged as much as I had originally planned.

I figured that since my major places me in front of a computer all year long

I don't need to be in front of one for much of this summer.

I have been busy with work; It as been fun though.

I have been able to hang out with friends periodically

between work, youth group, camps and sleep.

Parents out of town in different places is new.

My father looking for jobs in places life Africa.

I wonder where God is leading my father.

Holidays.

Parties.

Weddings.

Engagements.

Mission trips.

"I see my life sometime and I ask why..."
Walking on the stars.
Its a song thats playing right now, I like it.
This blog is like taking 3 hours to write...
Don't worry, I am doing several other things while I add to this.
I find that I have too many ideas in this one post...